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Konichiwa!

It has been more than a week since my last post.
nothing much happened recently.
got together with polar and teddri very often this week.
polar came over my house to play maple,
and we will go break fast with teddri together.
its been so long since the three of us get together.
a lot of catching up is done.
today polar tell me her maple account got hacked.
i am quite worried that mine will be hacked too.
i even talked to the hacker.
luckily i didn't give the hacker my password.
however,
i scared that the hacker will find a way somehow,
just like how he/she hacked teddri's account.
did monster carnival for the first time today.
not very efficient.
a lot of waiting.
i also died 3 times,
at the exact same place.
looking forward to tomorrow,
because going to the zoo with shine.
haha.

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12:12 AM

♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008

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Tags reply:
van: sorry. i really want to go out with you again these few days. but i really not in the mood now. hopefully we still have the same lecture next semester. can go out again after holiday, hopefully. if lecturers dun stuff us with projects~~~

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7:21 AM

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Konichiwa!

long time never post again.
not in the mood to do anything recently.
i think my depression going worst.
i think because it had been accumulated over time...
sorry if i have been rude, offensive or ignoring you.
i just need some time to think about things.
i trying to be nice and normal,
but sometime just cannot do it.
thanks to carl and k for the concern.
i will keep thinking about what you all said,
and get over the whole thing soon.
i try to find things to distract me,
but i not in the mood to read manga or watch anime.
tried playing maple,
but it did not work too well.
the only thing happened these few days is the self-select timetable.
i hoped that all four of us will be in the same class,
but only piggy same class as me.
i will miss shine a lot.
seriously...
she is kind of like my source of laughter.
really disappointed.
T_T

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7:21 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 16, 2008

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Tags reply:
Pearlyn: haha. i also not qualified teacher mah. just play for fun only. really have fun yesterday~ =P
Cherlynn: in the end decided not to go le. i dun want to go with my mum, not fun de. she all the rides dun want go, then i have to go play myself meh. i dun want lor. so next time go with friends. haha. finally decided on which timetable to choose. hope we all get it. i dun want to be separately from you all. so tmr come online at 8.30am like that? hopefully my internet dun have any problem. or else die...

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11:08 AM

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Konichiwa!

Sunday was kind of boring.
didnn't go out.
can't sleep at night.
think because too nervous of the results.
watch bamboo blade,
as recommended by teddri.

monday woke up quite early.
checked my result online.
the results were horrible.
tell my mum my results.
some things happened,
and got depressed after that.
whole morning in a very horrible mood.
went to meet pearl at 1pm.
reach there earlier,
because i really dun want to stay at home anymore.
after that go NTUC to buy groceries.
went back to my house after everything was bought.
pearl cooked the meal.
we cooked until super long.
by the time ready for meal,
i am already very hungry.

Food that we ate

after eating we all become super bloated.
after that i teached pearl piano.
played a few songs.
very long time never touch the piano le.
pearl leave around 7.30pm.
she followed me to CC first as i wanted to check out the gym and courses there.
after that went home.
Pearl really made me feel better~~~
thanks to polar also,
and teddri,
who show concern.
T_T

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10:47 AM

♥ Saturday, September 13, 2008

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Cherlynn: steamboat also~~ haha. shine will definitely finish everything de, master of eating mah. haha. dun think i am changing course this time round. i going to try my best for the next semester and see how. if really feel that i am not suitable for this course, maybe that time then change bah. haha. i still want three of us to be classmates again. haha. btw, i think i make a mistake. we meeting on 16 Sept 24:00, 17 Sept 00:00. not 15 Sept. 15 Sept is result release. haha. sorry sorry~~ i really scared i don't do well leh~~~ btw, i seeking advise from you. my mum said want to go jenting. you think should go or not? over there fun not?

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9:29 PM

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Konichiwa!

yesterday have a weird and scary nightmare.
made me worried, terrified and depressed the whole morning.
felt much better again going out.
went teddri's house.
slack at her house.
watched anime.
download maple for her lappy.
go meet JT to collect testi.
walk briefly around the school.
only D&T block made me feel like i am in dmn.
go back to teddri's house after that.
watch anime while teddri go to sleep.
after teddri woke up,
accompanied me take bus back home.
wanted to go geylang together de,
but teddri going to grandmother's house.
continued to watch anime after reaching home.
haha.
teddri recommended some really cute animes.
midnight,
play maple with teddri.
yeah~~~
i join back maple.
haha.
but i kinda abandoned my high level character,
and recreate a new one.
haha.
teddri didn't play long,
coz brother nagging and screaming.
haha.
after that i went help collect firewood.

today woke up and saw mum at home.
surprised coz she said she going out today.
aunty sermoi came today also.
watch manga and anime today.

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9:21 PM

♥ Thursday, September 11, 2008

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pearlyn: awww.... so sad. i really wanted to celebrate your birthday this year... haha. nvm lor, since you have work. cannot help it. looking forward to monday~! you can play my piano free of charge. haha.

cherlynn: yeah, only thinking of changing. also dunno whether should or not. haha. btw, when shine comes back, we all going to eat seafood. you have to come along also hor~~~ really long time never see you le. haha. the date and time not fixed yet, but i think most likely will go with your time bah. since the rest of us seem quite free. haha

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11:02 PM

♥ Wednesday, September 10, 2008

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Konichiwa!

started thinking about my future...
whether i should continue with my Accounting studies,
or i should change course while i still can.
in dilema~
thinking about a lot,
the money, the recognition, the job opportunities, and my interest.
i know for sure accounting is not my top choice if i am only looking into my interest.
what should i do???
going to have a talk with my mother again.
see if i can get a solution~~~

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8:13 PM

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Tags reply:
Cherlynn: Yeah. just got to contact her these two days. she smsed me first, or else i also dunno her number. i smsed with her using her China number. i will give you her number through MSN. we meeting on 15 Sept 24:00 or 16 Sept 00:00. see which one you prefer. haha.

Geokshan: up to you lor. since i also free. haha. but you no work that day ar? sorry i got STM, so cannto remember you say when have work... where you wanna go?

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7:09 PM

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saw this while blog hopping.
think will have a go.
haha.
but i think it is kinda untrue to certain extend...
but,
it is fun you all to judge~.
=P

What Ng xin xian Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.

You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.

You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

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4:37 PM

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Your Birthdate: February 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.

You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.

Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.

Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February

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4:20 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 9, 2008

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Tags reply:
Geok Shan: Thanks a lot~ when you want to go out tell me again~~~ hahaha

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8:58 PM

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Konichiwa!

still feeling kinda sick today.
have fever yesterday.
now better le.
stare into the computer the whole day.
also don't know staring at what.
my mum came in,
ask me what i doing.
i also don't know what i doing.

have this funny conversation with Mr. K...
K: Kiara! you know, what people remember malaysia for?
X: Hm... dunno... what?
K: Malaysia~~~~ Truly Asia~~~
X: Oh~~~ so???
K: How about Singapore?
X: Hm... the food and scenery?
K: NO~!
X: ...
K: Singapore~~~ Truly Keh Poh~~~

Oh course,
no offence fellow singaporeans...
this is really just a joke.
he knows i am not feeling so good,
so he also think of some ways to cheer me up.
i really like talking to him,
also crack some stupid jokes.

another thing that cheer me up is...
talking with shine.
well,
didn't really talk,
but we smsed each other.
really miss shine!
hope that the day shine come back will come sooner.
promised to go eat seafood together after they come back.
of course,
i am allegic to seafood,
so cannot eat a lot.
but it is the bonding,
ok~~~

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8:49 PM

♥ Monday, September 8, 2008

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Tags reply:
Cherlynn: well, not going. i never even sign up. sorry for replying so late. =P

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12:29 PM

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Konichiwa!

-040908-
watched more movies...
zathura, jumanji
haha.
got quite addicted to movies recently.
went for night class.
as usual,
the teacher talked super fast,
made me reluctant to write what she said le.
mum came find me after lesson.
went home together.

-050908-
watched movies again...
eragon, night at the museum...

-060908-
never sleep the whole night.
super sleepy.
went to meet geokgeok for dinner.
my house clock had something wrong,
slower by half hour.
that's why late.
met geokgeok at shaw.
she wanted to watch mirror,
but the show not yet in cinema,
plus it is M18.
haha.
took MRT to yishun,
since both of us never went there walk walk before.
nothing much to walk also.
only went northpoint.
went eat KFC.
eat until i bloated.
after that geokgeok go play arcade.
i just watch,
since i don't like to play arcade.
after that took bus 39 home.
waited very long for the bus,
since we missed the bus.
geokgeok started singing weirdly,
making the interchange sound haunted.
haha.
raining heavily.
mum came fetch me,
since i no umbrella.
when alighting from the bus,
my EZ-link card almost dropped into the drain.
luckily only dropped on the drain.
scary leh.
slept immediately after reaching home.
think because too tired le.

-070908-
woke up early today,
coz supposed to meet geokgeok at 8am at the interchange.
after getting ready,
she said she just woke up and wanted to meet later...
=.=
reached there 8.30am,
but she still late.
she bought something to eat on the MRT.
i didn't eat.
followed her to the staff entrance,
then go eat breakfast at mac.
super hungry at that time.
went to meet up with the PAL people.
not much people came as usual.
go sell near far-east at first.
i go into the hotel ask the person for envelope,
coz no bag or whatsoever to put the money.
changed location to wheelock.
better sales there somehow.
wanted to take a break plus lunch at wheelock,
but no indoor mac or anything.
so go back to shaw.
i just drank,
never eat.
after that,
went to ngee ann city sell.
over there have a lion dance competition.
sales there not so good.
after that we got tired,
so go rest.
got someone came ask me take survey.
after that,
don't feel like selling le,
so went back to shaw,
give them back the remaining stock.
after that,
went to kinokuniya read books.
no place to sit,
so soon later my legs ache le.
after that go walk around ngee ann city and shaw isetan.
got bored,
so go stand outside isetan wait for geokgeok.
the security guard kept looking at me.
i guess it is normal,
since i stood there quite long.
after meeting geokgeok,
walked to centrepoint.
she ate her dinner,
which is fries at mac,
while i only drink something.
after that,
we both tired le,
so never go to plaza singapura.
took MRT back home.
after reaching home,
i felt very dizzy,
also don't know why.
kept feeling like vomiting.
so went to sleep earlier.

-080908-
today woke up early.
still feel very dizzy.
i think maybe yesterday in the sun for too long or something bah.
no appetite at all.
=(

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12:03 PM

♥ Saturday, September 6, 2008

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Saw this in a chain mail...
also don't know how accurate it is...
i guess only time will tell...

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy.

Attractive.

Great kisser.

One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships.

Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard.

Will take on any project.

Proud of themselves in whatever they do.

Messy, and unorganized.

Procrastinators.

Great lovers, when their not sleeping.

Extreme thinkers.

Loves their pets usually more then their familiy.

Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story.

Unpredictable.

Will exceed your expectations.

Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

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10:23 PM

♥ Wednesday, September 3, 2008

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Konichiwa!

watched more movies...
freaky friday...
wall-e...
big mamma's house...
bridge to terabithia...
nancy drew...
etc...etc...

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9:48 PM

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Tags reply:
Jaslyn: yeah, if really no time then don't watch. so far i watch, i really don't see any attraction in the show. just watch for fun and to kill time. haha. you better focus on your o levels instead, since it is coming soon. =P

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9:36 PM

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Jaslyn: yeah. but if i am not wrong, only for episode one and two.

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1:47 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 2, 2008

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i know it is a little late,

but just got the photos from Regina.

our mini party during the last session of LMS.

thanks regina~~~!!!

These are some of the notes T05 wrote for me.
There is Kenneth weird MAEC graph. haha

My beloved meiji chocolate Food that some of them bought
supposed to take a group photo. but the guys kinda got attracted to the food
first group photo at last...
another...
writing something nice about each other.
we form a chain...

Our beloved and beautiful Ms. Samantha Lau
Food, Food and more Food.

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12:32 AM

♥ Monday, September 1, 2008

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Tags reply:
Jaslyn: In 无敌珊宝妹 first episode, they got show chunxi carrying Ji Nian Ri, who is their baby. i think only in second episode, xinyi will appear.

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12:28 AM