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♥ Monday, March 30, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Konichiwa~

decided to post today,
since i will not be posting again for the rest few weeks.
i got most of my trip things ready.
just a bit more to buy.
haven't pack my luggage yet,
since i will be unpacking the old luggage and repack everything into my new luggage.
the new luggage is a bit too big.
but too big is always better than too small.
can put souvenirs too.
haha.
went to withdraw a bottle of blood today.
almost cried again in the clinic.
what can i do?
i am just afraid of needles.
the doctor want to give me 2 more jabs,
but i die die also dun want.
so he also cannot do anything.

need to go harbour front tmr.
originally dri can go with me de,
but i somehow agitated her a bit.
i know is my fault lar,
keep calling her "noob" and all.
maybe i am just a bit tired due to loss of blood (coz my blood doesn't stop flowing for very long), and i am having slight fever now so a bit bad mood also.
and i was kinda irritated by how she just let ppl do as they want,
do as they like.
i hope that she could think more for herself too.
i know that she cannot use comp for as long as she wants,
so everytime is precious.
i am angry to see how she agreed to let some ppl waste her time away.
i know that she is kind-hearted,
and doesn't reject ppl.
but she should have a firm stand.
but i guess i was a bit too harsh.
sorry dri.
you know i dun mean anything bad.
originally tmr might be the last day dri will see me until dunno when,
coz i will be rushing to do the project for the trip,
and after that school reopen,
and my time table this semester is really lousy.

i guess,
now i have to go harbour front myself le.
i dun know the direction.
just hope i dun get lost.
haha.
cross-fingers.

I will be posting pictures from the study trip once i am free.
until then...

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♥ Friday, March 20, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Konichiwa~

Another month passed so quickly.
regrettably,
i have to say goodbye to BAOC 09.
Only joined them for first preparation,
but i can feel that it will be a great OC.
Reflecting now,
what have i done in these few weeks of holiday?
or rather,
what had i done in this whole year.
frankly speaking,
i cannot think of anything.
maybe because i spent most of the time doing something useless,
instead of investing my time on something meaningful.
results are out today.
i ask myself,
why did i score this kind of grade?
why didn't i study harder?
why didn't i put in more effort?
in nicer term,
i lack of motivation.
put it in layman term,
i am simpily lazy.
looking at my GPA,
not meeting my expection,
i felt disappointed,
angry with myself.
but all these had been done,
and there is no way to twist the fact.
all i can do it look forward,
and make sure i don't make the same mistake again.

Putting all those history aside,
it is time to appreciate the present,
and look forward for the future.
I want to thanks TA29 AY08/09 Sem.2
Although time together was short,
but you guys showed me how united people can be.
although it is hard for me to "blend" in,
but i appreciated the time we had together.

TA29 AY08/09 Sem. 2

I will be leaving for Shanghai study trip shortly.

my group has been assigned to LSC Consultant Management.

This company is "alien" to me.

i have no idea what to expect for.

After the group research on the company,

i understand more about the company structure and services.

the toughest part is,

we have to think of questions to ask during the trip.

we manage to pull through somehow,

thanks to the team's effort.

only one question is contributed by me though T_T

sorry peeps.

Study Trip Group.
Clockwise: Bing Xian, Gary, Diana, Yi Mei, Xin Xian, Amanda

I will be leaving on 1 April.

Quite a weird date to travel right?

haha...

don't worry.

it is not an April Fools Day joke.

flight will take off at 10.10am,

and have to reach the airport by 8am.

anyone want to send me off?

haha.

I will be back on 10 April,

estimate timing 9.50pm.

i heard it will be freezing there.

so will be going to get some sweater soon.

if not,

i am more or less ready.

haha.

Anyone want any souveniers?

ok,

now is just something random.

teddri send me these photos yesterday,

so i just post it up.

can't remember when i took it though.

haha.

the cushion we hugging is supposed to be a set.

Me and teddri's sis

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