♥ Tuesday, December 30, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
Konichiwa!quite some unpleasant things happened during these few days...I am rather disappointed with the progress of PBL2.i am expecting to complete it ASAP,however,we are taking more time.i wouldn't blame anyone,as all of us do not know how to use the program or,understand HTML.However,i am quite sick having only three people working hard,while there are 5 people in the group.where are the rest of the people?one always work work work.earning money is important,but is school project of any less importance?she is putting all our grades and marks at risk here.plus,she is the leader,how could she not appear for all meetings?we try to be more understanding,and let her arrive later,however,she never appear.one of the worst reason she gave was,she got hang over from the previous night drinking.is that even considered a proper reason?i informed her about the meeting,and the least she could do is not to drink until she could not wake up the next day.The other member was sick throughout the whole holiday...i could not believe it.he just go MIAing,and doesn't even bother to contact us.don't reply SMS,don't pick up calls.day before the meeting,tell me he is too tired to attend the meeting because of camps.if he was really sick,would he be able to go for camps?if he is energetic enough to go camps,why not the meeting?you think we all not tired meh?we all also sian.you never even help us in one single thing,not even come for one meeting.I think my tolerance is wearing thin le.but thanks to S.H and Y.Q,for always supporting and coming for all meetings.I know you guys also got sian of only three of us.I got irritated by one particular person.this is the first time i got irritated for real.she always ask me out,and i leave that day free for her.however,everytime on that day,i ask her again,she tell me cannot meet me le,end up she go out with her other friends.i mean,stop it lar.if you don't really mean to go out with me,then don't ask me.my time is equally precious as other people.one side you plan a date with me,than on other place you go meet with other people.is it fair for me?once or twice still okay with me,but you does that everytime.you think i have nothing better to do is it?i not 24/7 free de.because i already have plan with you,that's why other people ask me out i tell them cannot.but now you just "forget" about it,and just go out with other people.worst still,you didn't even tell me earlier that you want to go out with others,i wait for you whole day,then evening time then tell me cannot.stop joking around lar.everytime you need me,i try to be available for you,but this is how you treat me everytime.I am not a substitute when you don't have anyone to accompany you,then once you find someone else,you can just ignore and forget me.spare a thought for my feelings lar.if you keep doing this to me,you think i will still take your words seriously?i don't have to mention name here,but you know who you are if you are reading this.
♥ My World My Life
11:51 PM
