みんあんさん、こんいちわ。
i doubt that there is anyone who is reading my blog.
oh well,
i will just continue to post as usual,
afterall,
i use this as a platform to say what i normally wouldn't say out loud,
and to remember the memories i have experienced.
it is almost Christmas ~
this's the season to be jolly~
falalalala~ lalalala~
have all of you decided what to give to your loved ones?
i guess i will be skipping Christmas celebration this year...
T_T
the original plan is to go genting or chalet,
but in the end,
none is going to be taking place.
i am a bit disappointed as i am really looking forward to celebrating Christmas,
especially if i can go genting,
since i have never been there before.
Instead,
i will be spending my term break doing projects as well as revising for my Economics test.
tmr is the start of the common test week.
frankly speaking,
i am not well-prepared.
many people have expectations for me,
they believe in me to do well.
however,
i felt that i am not as good as what they expected.
i felt pressurized when someone say "you confirm can get high marks".
the more they expect from me,
the more i am afraid to disappoint them.
i know that i should have more confident in myself,
but as the day of exam gets closer,
i get freak out,
and nothing gets into my head.
i guess i still need to work on my stress management.
hehe. *(0_0)*
私は日本に行きたい
i know i shouldn't be thinking about it now,
but the more i try not to think,
the more it keeps popping into my head.
hehe.
but first,
must find someone who is willing to go with me. >.0
